SO FRUSTRATED. (I'm not going to make cohesive thoughts here so if you can't follow I apologise.)

Firstly: Why can't they just get their instructions right. The lack of consistency keeps throwing everybody off. You can't tell us the deadline is on one day and then a few hours later tell us it's been shifted forward. It's fine if you do it once, but don't keep doing it??

Secondly: Hi, I'm Lindsay. Your group member. Remember me? Am I so insignificant that I'm not needed. Like wtf. I understand why you'd be annoyed with me, because I would be too (and tbh I am). But can you at least include me in your group discussions and decisions and not just tell me after you've discussed it amongst yourselves. Wtf.

Thirdly: What is up with all the persecution seriously. If you wanna hate on my faith then do it on your own time, stop spitting your venomous words at the class. For goodness sake no one wants to listen to your philosophical hour-long rants about how religion is cruel and the life is too complicated and we're too young to understand anything yet we need to have answers because we're already 19. OKAY I HAVE AN OPINION ALRIGHT WHY IS THAT WRONG. Oh right because I'm a christian, therefore my opinions are obviously tainted by religious biasness and I'm blinded by brainswashed faith OKAY SORRY FOR THAT.

(Wow print journ has trained me so well that I keep trying to make sure my paragraphs in this post flow well. Omg who cares if it flows it's a blog no one gives a shit.)

Aside from school of course there's every other aspect in my life, which I will not go into because I don't have time to worry about them coz everything is about school all day, everyday. It's so funny when people try to cheer me up by reminding me that the holidays are coming. Ha ha ha that makes no difference at all. It just means that the work I'd be doing in school I'm now doing at home/Starbucks/probably in still school.

This semester has probably been the lowest time of my life since the sec 3-sec 4 fiasco. All my electives are giving me grief. You'd think that studying things that you chose to do would make you like school but on the contrary, I'm so unhappy and frustrated almost everyday. I'm struggling to keep my head out of the water, let alone stay afloat.

I stayed up late doing Print Journ last night, so I only slept at 3:30am. I asked my friends to give me a wake up call at 7:30am.

Note: If you're expecting a wake up call, TURN YOUR RINGER ON. 

I woke up at 9:40am to 57 missed calls and 74 text messages. Quite a feat I would say.

God please help me I honestly don't know how I'm going to survive this semester.

"I don't hate school, I'm just really tired of it."
- Me two nights ago.

I take that back.